First off welcome to iMore.com! We are an Apple products fan site and those are the type questions we answer. This type question is better off asked of someone you trust, like a parent, brother or sister, best friend, clergy, etc it's not the type question we handle here.
Sometimes you have to take a chance. The fear of trusting someone can hold you back. It's like a prison. You've got to free yourself from that prison if you ever want a chance at happiness.
Hope that helps!
In the future, this site is better suited for technical Apple-centric questions.